I never thought I could be a stay at home mom... it always seemed like it would be lonely. Now I know that I would actually love it. I have loved being there every second of the day to take care of my little man. With Jason still in school, working towards his Phd, we can't afford for me to quit or work part-time. Sooooo... I will have to put on my big girl panties and do what millions of moms do every day. Go to work and hope our babies don't think we have abandoned them. I realize this isn't the case but that thought keeps popping up in my mind.
We have a great daycare and I will be able to go nurse him on my lunch break most days. It's not that bad; I admit that I'm a bit dramatic. Please say a prayer for me on Tuesday that I can hold myself together and not cry all day. Yes, it's Valentine's Day too... at least I have an excuse to ease my pain with chocolate.
|This is what we are doing on a Friday night... wouldn't want to be anywhere else.|
On a lighter note, don't forget to enter my Dogeared Karma Necklace Giveaway! It ends on Sunday!